it's actually so much easier to achieve happiness than it is to embrace ugliness♥
Friday, August 3, 2007 @ Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
First, I have to thank all friends who had attended my grandmother’s wake. I really appreciate you all for sparing your time and thanks for the concern.

Hasn’t been sleep well these few days due to the last minute work, html.

Was quite sad that I didn’t manage to see ahma the very last time. I felt guilty, as tam tam had called me the day before (friday) whether want to visit ahma together that afternoon (saturday) but I claim to be busy with my project (html) and rejected her. During that Saturday noon, I receive a call from my father that ahma will not survived for more than an hour. By the time we rushed there, it’s all too late. NO ONE, informed us, expect my father. EVEN tam tam didn’t even know until I called her.

Saw ahma laid on the bed, stiff body lay motionless on the bed. It was really a hard breaking moment. Everything was over. The pain she suffered the endless times of admits to the hospital.

2nd day of the wake, penguin, gen and bg come over. It was efficient of penguin on spreading the news around. They stayed for a while and we catch up a bit. Was also joking about my hip-hop wear=P… Moreover, it was extremely hilarious to know that tam tam will wear shocks plus long pants cum slipper to prevent mosquito bites=D

3rd day of the wake, more people come over during the night As if, it’s a mini class gathering, Jy,ht,zc,xt,mh and penguin. We were chatting on how we are going to spend our birthday when we ALL turn 21. ( I think we have to wait till next year the December when the last one reaches 21-_-“) Lol… Zc suggested that we should go for a holiday getaway to Taiwan. Hope its not empty talk cause I am looking forward to it yeah!!!

4th day of the wake, have to thank Jason and cq for sharing the share cab. They are so kind that we set off to pasir ris first where they could just go east coast first and not make a big u-turn. Thanks, as I am rushing for time for the ritual.

Last day, should keep it to myself. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

♥huiling.
look to the future and not to the past to find those things you want to make last.

♥links.
angel | bee | canwen | chuisan | felicia | haryati | honging | jaeh | jake | jasmine | jason | jieying | jinjie | jr.jasmine | junan | L.huiling | meimei | otl | pengwen | shyanne | stefenie | yanling | yeling | zuozhi |

♥adieu.